When I fell pregnant I was exhausted, so I didn't blog. Then, as I pointed out in my last post, content with scientifically sound content and moderate presentation became more common around the interwebs, so I didn't blog. Then we had a baby, and I think there's enough written about birth and milk and sleep and poop, so I didn't blog. Then we moved and I got all wrapped up in planning a kitchen, and I limited myself to telling everyone in a 100km radius about it, knowing that no one cared, so I didn't blog. And then I realised that the wind had changed, and I felt I'd given nutrition all the obsessive attention I was willing to, which left me with no burning opinions to be written about. My mother always said that if I didn't have anything helpful to say I should say nothing, so I didn't blog.
After a few months, it felt weird to even think of making my thoughts public. They were for me. That season was an inward-looking one. After a year I was embarrassed about having this space standing empty, a testament to my lack of attention.
Then something momentous happened.
All through my childhood I had hated it when my mother referred to my current passion as a "phase" which would run its course and I would "quit". How condescending! This is the MOST FASCINATING THING EVER! How could she imply that it was just a passing fancy?
Well, we were both right. I have come to understand that this is how I learn: all-encompassing interest until the well runs dry, then a while of Ordinary Time, so to speak, until the Next Big Thing comes along. During a Phase there is no dabbling, no dilettantism, but gripping, intense commitment. It's hard for those around me because the Phase leaves no room for dross such as housework. The challenge will always be how to keep the daily processes running while my brain is obsessing over something else. Once I've drunk my fill from that well of knowledge I do not forget, I simply close the book and integrate that learning into a new normal. I do not seek out these Phases, nor can I predict their arrival or departure. Attempting to continue when the interest is gone drains all joy out of the enquiry. The revolutionary realisation for me was that this is okay as long as it doesn't take over. My blog title is in the plural - passions - because I have always known myself as a generalist. When I worked professionally, it was on a project basis because I thought of myself as having a short but intense attention span. Not until recently have I accepted that without shame.
I have Phases. Seasons. Passions. I'm not a 9-to-5, meatloaf-on-Tuesdays kind of person.
Amazing how much time it takes to learn the curves of our own hearts, isn't it?
Currently quilting has recaptured my interest. (That's right, I first tried strip piecing 19 years ago (!) and now I'm picking up where I left off. I told you I don't forget when I move on.) If you have no interest in patchwork quilting, that's okay - few people do. I love indulging in the deluge of possibilities that a fabric store presents, the beauty and heft of the cloth, using math I haven't needed for decades, the sound of the rotary cutter, the precision of the piecing, the balance of line and pattern. It stretches me to be precise and consistent while rewarding me as only handicraft can. I love the layering of prints into blocks into a quilt with stitching that brings in another constellation of shapes altogether, and how this symphony of colour and shape becomes something 3-dimensional that can keep someone cozy. A perfect blend of art, engineering and caretaking.
This block came about when I miscut while trying to follow the Missouri Star Quilting Company's Disappearing Hourglass tutorial, and I liked the result so much that I'm making a quilt of it. Unfortunately I keep messing up the assembly of the hourglass, and then the whole thing doesn't work. I'm sick of ripping stitches, so I made myself a photo tutorial. You don't have to read it :)
Tell me, do you have Phases? What stretches your brain in a way that hurts so good? Have you ever thought of a quilt, or any other non-musical product, as a symphony?
Disappearing Hourglass Star (DHGS) Quilt Block Photo TutorialPre-steps: Be prepared for the fact that you are about to buy perfectly good fabric (or a selection of dead cotton sheets and table cloths), wash and press* it, and cut it up in preparation for sewing it back together so you can cut it up again and sew it back together and then slice it into peices and sew them together one more time, in order to produce a small blanket that costs 87 times more than a chunk of polar fleece with a serged edge.
*I am a pre-washer, in large part because part of the point of quilting for me is the practicality of reusing fabrics retired from their intended use, and these are of course washed, so all new fabric must also be preshrunk to avoid nasty surprises right at the end of the project.
Start with 2 squares @ 8". Sew a quarter inch from the edge, all around the outside. Slice on both diagonals to produce 4 quarter square triangles (QSTs) @ approximately 5.3".
|Stages 2 to 4 of cut-n-sew, with Stage 1 (2@8", RST) not shown. Upper: 4 HSTs. Lower left: hourglass. Lower right: DHGS|
Assemble into an hourglass bock, as follows:
|First off, get your layout right! See those old seam lines? Yeah, there's a reason I need this tutorial|
|Pair 'em up|
|Stagger-stack with sew line towards the machine|
|Press to the dark, or the print if both fabrics are of a similar value|
|CHECK LAYOUT, assemble columns|
|The Tricky Part: Sew the long edge through the "plus" not the "x". In other words, DO NOT SEW THROUGH THE POINTS! That will product a pinwheel block. Which makes something else entirely|
|Press to the solid/light to allow the middle seam to spiral and lay flat. CHECK LAYOUT!|
|Cut @ 3.25" from centre line, horizontally and vertically. This just happens to be the width of my ruler. This only works if you started with 8" squares.|
|From your new 9-patch, rotate the corner squares (1, 3, 7 & 9) one corner to the right, or clockwise|
|Flip sidebars so the points point inwards, and rotate one station clockwise. Why are my photos un-fixed?|
|Where you started vs where you're going|
|Begin the final resewing: assemble rows|
|Press bars OUT and points IN or you will have lumpy seams that make quilting difficult later|
|Assemble columns. Seams will nest|
|Did I mention that the points must be pressed towards the centre of the block, ie "in"?|
|Stages 3 and 4 of cut-n-sew: hourglass on the left and DHGS on the right|
Admittedly, a single block doesn't look like much. My first test run used thrift-shop bedding, but gives a good idea of how 4 blocks work together as a unit. This is of course with only two fabrics. I'm curious as to whether the effect will be ruined with my scrappy, rather low-volume, fabric selection.
Appropriate quilting designs can be adapted from bear's paw or Ohio star blocks.